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<3 citiclear credit card. :D hee.
i want i want i want! heh.
<3 undyinglove♥ please? (:
<3 a pair of dunks! (:
<3 a pair of pretttyy shadess. (:
<3 more clothess! :D
<3 guess wallet! :D
<3 THAT PINK GUESS BAG! :D
no need, :D i got preeeetttty WHITE blingbling oneee. :D
<3 or well, just a preeettty bag! hee. :D
<3 PSP slim in a preeeetttty colour. (:
stealteetees. :D
<3 sony vaio lappy top. :D PINK! SR VGN-SR12G :D:D
<3 or an ibook. :D just a new lappy top, heee.
<3 new camera, new camera, new camera, please? (: hee.
<3 long lasting protection for my fragile heart.
<3 a special machine that erases evil bad memories. ): please..? ):
<3 a fairy god mother who can make ALL my wishes come true,
okay, just SOME will do toooo! :D
2009 new year's resolution.
<3 lose weight.
<3 have more moneyyyy.
<3 find interesting night activities other then clubbing. :x haha.
<3 i dont know. HAHA. (:
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♥ Saturday, June 14, 2008 ♥
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
stupid slut.
im counting down to tonight♥ :D
not so much lookin fwd to you being there,
dont know why, feel a bit erked out by you right now,
just because i was sad i could not see my "beautifully imperfect" post, and i was bored. :x
hahahaha,
so this section will be dedicated to all things babyboy/armyboy/officerboy/mysweetheart. (:
(if i have the time to continue puttin stuff and have stuff to put of course. :x hahaha.)
♥ how we spent our 365th +1 day. (: ♥
26th (+1) June 2009
heh, so actually it was 27th june. heehees. :x
26th was a friday, so being in camp
and cos of stupif h1n1, baby couldnt meet me. ):
but its okay, cos he asked if i'd like to watch a movie the next day. (:
and of course i agreed without hesitation. :D
i had work on sat, so texted him to make sure we were still watchin the movie,
and he said of course we were, and asked what i'd like to watch,
(there was a whole drama on that of course, haha, cos i always prefer him to choose but he wanted me to choose, hahahaha. :x )
we both wanted to watch transformers of course, heh.
but i was tellin him how tickets might be sold out,
but i'd check and book em once i got home. (:
so as soon as work ended, i got home asap.
and checked the bookings.
called him and he was checkin the newspaper for timings and places, while i checked online for seats. (:
yes, we make a great duo.
heehee. (:
then we decided on lido@bugis,
transformers, 7.30pm,
6th row,
FROM THE FRONT...
i was like, erm, sure you want those seats? :/
and he was like, aiya, 6 is not that bad, dont worry. (:
deepdown i actually didnt care much seein how i just wanted to spend time with him, heh.
and so i booked em,
ask what time we were gonna meet,
and he said 6.15 at clementi mrt.
so i said okayy.
went down for light lunch,
and rushed back up to finish makin his card,
and got ready as fast as i could.
at 6.10 he texts me to say he's leavin in 5 mins,
and i rush down to top up my card, missin all buses i think,
so i take a cab which brings me on a roller coaster ride,
and i finally get there, with no him in sight,
and he appears from behind me omgs.
haha.
we get on the train and head to bugis,
it's 6.45.
HAHA.
he insists we'd be late,
and he was like.
"today we were suppose to meet at 6.15 and we met at 6.45"
i was like, oops, heh.
but of course, he just smiled, and just kept sayin how we were goin to be late.
but i was certain we werent.
so we timed it,
and true enough, we reached at 7.10-ish.
ample time to collect the tickets and what not. (:
we found the ticket collection place,
then we stoned, hahaha, lost at where the cinema might be, we wandered and found it. (:
got to our seats which were omg infront.
but, when we sat down, it wasnt too bad, in fact it was alright. (:
so the movie was just excellent.
AWESOME i must say. (:
heh.
then somewhere in between i get a msg from jl sayin that irvin's goin to hospital cos of a fever and blahblah, swine flu maybe and what not, OMGS.
which started his whole new teasing.
callin me,
"swine swine"
hahaha, so bad. ):
but ya, the movie ended at bout 10+ ish,
and as we left bugis, the hungry boy wanted any fast food EXCEPT mac, and ciggies.
hahaha.
so first we hunted for a 7-11,
found one, and got his ciggies,
makin him oh-so-happy, (:
haha, then we went in search for the next thing on the priority list, bk.
while him smokin of course.
hahahaha.
walked to raffles city,
took away bk,
and walked towards esplanade,
lookin for a nice place to sit and eat in the open,
so he can smoke of course.
HAHAHAHA. (:
so we sat by the steps,
talkin, eating,
him tellin me nonsensical stories of how swine flu started,
and his whole analogy of how swine flu spread to sg, and whatever else he could possibly bullshit me with. hahahaha.
when we were done, we walked, took a stroll,
he was like, "lets just walk (:"
so we did, walked to esplanade.
then in search of a toilet,
and then we just walked.
stopped outside esplanade to decide where to head to next,
he was gonna go to icon, as usual,
but said he only wanted to go say hi to thierry and meet me again,
or i could go with him.
OMG NO.
hahahaha, so i said dont worry bout me, i'll go meet ful,
who was at clarke quay.
so we took a cab, i dropped him off at icon,
eeee,
and just as he got out of the cab he said,
"love you, call you later"
-in shockkk-
i said,
love you too.
hahahaha.
amazing.
lets just say i know he loves me,
but i've never heard him say it face to face before,
msgs, phonecalls, always.
face to face, uh uh.
hahaha. (:
and then when i get to clarke quay coffee club,
i got a msg,
assumin it was from jl or irvin, i just opened it to find it was him,
tellin me he loved me and would make it up.
what he wanted to make up i dont know.
i guess how the day went, but i told him not to be ridiculous and that i had an amazing night.
which is the truth. (:
i think that was possibly the best way i could have spent out 1 year tgt. (:
it was simple, yet i had so much fun.
i laughed to much, i felt so much love,
i was just, so happy. (:
and that's what made my day.
it was amazing. (:
though its only the second movie we've watched tgt,
i realise that it makes the times we do a lil special i guess.
last time all it'd be about was,
lets go watch a movie,
a weekly routine,
or even twice a week routine with the exes.
but this time, watchin a movie seems to be special occassions and memorable times,
ya its just a movie,
but i guess i treasure it so much more,
and its just, well, out of the norm.
deviance?
hahaha.
but ya, as different and as out of the norm it is, and simple in so many ways.
i love it.
and i love him even more, (:
for keepin our love so simple,
no complications.
just, simple plain love.
and you can feel the genuinity in it all,
and that makes it superlydooperly special too. (:
though i havent seen him since then, i think its best,
since im self quarantined.
dont need him fallin sick and preventin me from seein him for 2 weeks. ):
so ya.
365days went by like that.
hell, 10 years went by like that.
whats next? (:
i cant wait.
and i just hope it all works out in the end.
i love my officer many many,
and i can only hope that things work out in the long run.
but hey, one step at a time. ;)
one step at a time. (:
♥
sealedwithakiss*
3:52 AM
♥ Friday, June 26, 2009 i love you veryvery much, happy 365days! :D ♥
HAPPY
KISS-YOU-ON-THE-DANCEFLOOR
DAYYY!!!
:D:D
heehees,
365days.
three hundred and sixty five days since it all began. (:
20th june 2009 comms ball pictures. (: heh. it was an amazing night. total, absolute loving. ♥
so it started out with me wakin up early,
doin my nails at home. (:
mummy calls, hair appt at 4.
but due to me doin nonsense and being slow.
we only left the house at 4.
hahaha.
got there, and was doin my hair,
here there, omgs.
then at 5 he calls.
"get ready now"
i rushed jess to finish my hair,
and rushed home,
meetin jl at the lift, and sneakin up into the lift, stressful&mission impossible mans.
i jumped in the showerrr, did a 5 min shower,
jumped out and my darlin jl was shovin make up on me as i got dressed,
HAHAHAHAHAAHA.
he called like 500000times,
and at 5.50 i finally went down. :/
haha.
with jl still pastin hollywood tape on me,
omg, practically a disaster,
but no, it was all okay. (:
got in the car, scolded him a bit,
and he just laughed tellin me to chill.
we rushed down to singapore flyer.
parked, helped him with his tie as he whined. (:
hahaha,
and help him with his blazer,
and walked hand in hand to Megu. (:
they did the place up really nicely,
and we got our masks, and he went to say hi to his friends,
arvin and all,
then we went to our table. (:
tim introduced us to his date, jamie (his ex gf of 7 and a half years. :O )
and he introduced me to the rest of the table,
slight awkwardness, but doable.
haha.
being the gentleman he was, pulled out the chair for me,
sweetbaby. (:
hahaha.
and then he sat down next to me and we looked through the goodybag, ish. haha.
talked, tellin me all sorts of stories and introducing me to his friends. (:
then the event started,
emcees introduced the video,
he and tim were featured multiple times,
so cute. (: hahaha.
and then dinner started.
and throughout the whole dinner, he was complainin here and there,
so funny.
"i cant sit properly" (blazer was annoying him, hahahaha.)
"i have to eat with my mouth closed, damn annoying!" (not a fan of fine dining skills or formal events for that matter, hahahaha.)
"i want to smoke. ):" (had to sit still for a while, hahahaha.)
"im hungry" (tryin not to steal all the food, he ate lil, hahaha, so i made tim give him more food. (: )
and so the night went on, playin games,
first was a table game,
thank god we didnt lose.
had to bring a list of stuff up the stage.
then it was some dancing game for the 3 losers of the first game,
then after the 2nd or 3rd course,
at 8.45 we were asked to proceed outside to watch the beautiful fireworks from the ndp rehearsal. (:
so we went out, and thats when we started to take a couple of pictures.
heehees. (:
then back in.
we drank wine throughout,
and then he went our for a smoke,
and thats when horror started. :/
the emcees approached me,
"hi, we're lookin for ppl to participate in one of the games later,
and it for best dressed, and we really like your dress,
so could we have your name?"
-stunned look-
i was so shocked, i was lost for words,
i nearly died.
stuttered as i gave my name,
and they left.
the rest of my night was half nerve wrecking, but i had him by my side. (:
comforting me.
he came back from his smoke,
and lionel, his friend was like.
l: "guess who got asked to play game later?"
a: "who? what game?"
l: "best dressed man"
a: "who? you?"
l: "nooooo, *signallin to me*"
a: *turned to me* "really??"
s: "uh huh......im damn stressedddd......."
a: "its okayyy, (: dont worry, just chill," *takes my hand* "most prolly i'll have to go up with you anws, so you wont be alone, dont worry (: "
s: "you better come up with me! ): im stressedddd, omg, what if i fall?? ): "
a: "dont worry okayy, just chill. (:"
throughout the dinner i was msgin clare and jl,
who thank god kept me calm,
and then there was baby who just kept tellin me to chill. (:
once, seein how tense i was, he took my hand and held it to keep me calm. (:
then the emcees announced another game,
i freaked out, thinkin SHIT THIS IS IT.
and they started callin out couples,
and we just looked at each other in shock.
and he was like, dont worry, i'll be with you.
but of course, he was stressed too, cos it was like a pop quiz kinda thing,
and so after callin a number of couples up,
turns out, wrong game, haha,
and then the questions were asked,
which was really interesting,
cos we got to ans it to each other too, (:
so we learnt new things bout each other and we had a lot of fun just laughin. (:
then after that game,
which i was so not lookin fwd to,
the next game was announced, and i quote
"the game you've all been waiting all night for, the best dressed competition"
OMF OMF OMF, that was all that i could think,
and my sweetie was like,
"i think if you drink more wine, you should be okay. (:"
hahahaha, so i downed my wine, and still freaked out.
haha.
they called out the girls names,
and i was hopin they forgot me,
then, contestant #4
"and we have samantha"
OMF OMF OMF,
and so i got up,
with the whole table cheering, omgss.
i went onto stage,
(our table was by the stage btw, omf)
and i hid behind the girl next to me, lookin at him constantly and shaking my head. :/
he just smiled, and looked at me, omg. haha.
then when all were on stage,
it was catwalk time,
OMF.
i went THIRD,
out of 5 girls.
and when i went,
the emcees were like
"oh looks like we've got a shy one"
AH DUH.
omgs.
i walked, they cheered,
the vip table was encouraging, smiling as i walked, (:
and then i went up and hid, again.
haha.
after we all walked, girls and boys.
they did the win by cheering thing,
they called my name 4th,
and when they did, i was like shakin my head at him,
but omg, the cheering from the table was so loud,
i was shocked. :/
and then the 5th girl,
which i thought was louder,
and then the emcee said,
"well, clearly from that we know who the winner is, (:
and the winner is, samantha!"
OMFG. I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE.
and he cheered again, i loooked at him as i got the prize, and he just giggled and smiled, (:
then group pic,
and off the stage i went, priactically trippin over myself.
hahaha.
i got back to the table, and i was like, omgggggg.
and he was like
"see, i told you not to worry. (: as long as there's me, you'll def win (: "
hahaha, so naughty, heh.
then it came to the end of the event, dessert was served,
and we took group photos. (:
then after that, flyer ride time. (:
tim being part of the committee had to run ard a bit,
so we waited here and there,
and then we went to take the LAST flight of the flyer for the night. (:
just us 3 couples,
lionel and date, tim and jamie, baby and me,
the only real couple was us actually,
so it was a teensy bit awkward,
tim took a photo for us girls,
and then the rest of the time,
i spent standin with baby, lookin out at the sights,
and just talkin,
and once we got to the top of the world, ;)
we took a pretty pic,
courtesy of tim. (:
then we took a group photo,
which gave it all away.
hahahaha.
after we looked at the photo,
he pointed at tim in the photo and whispered
"ex girlfriend"
he pointed at lionel
"friend"
kissed me gently and laughed,
hahahaha. so funny. (:
then after half an hour of bein in that capsule,
we got exited, and walked into the gift shop filled with a bunch of officers. (:
we saw the photos we took at the start,
of course to buy,
but it was such a rip off, i refused to let him spend money,
and he was like,
"all the more i shall buy it, just to piss you off. :p"
monster, hahaha.
and then he talked to his friends,
and introduced me and they were like
"ya we know, we saw her on stage just now (:"
OMGS.
hahahaahahha.
so yea,
then the plan was we go pick his sis up from clarke quay,
and head to hard rock cos j was supposed to perform.
haha.
we walked to the car,
after goin the wrong way and meetin his friends,
jason loy from pri sch who talked to me for a bit,
haha, amazing. (:
then lionel and date joined us, cos baby dropped em off at wisma.
oh, his sis said she'd meet us at hard rock instead,
so we headed to forum, parked, and walked up the huge ass slope to hard rock.
got there, sat for a while,
watched the perfoemance,
and j and friends wanted to leave to go club.
his sis came, we picked her up and sent her home,
as he decided what he wanted to do.
either st james with lionel,
or obar with me.
i hoped and prayed so hard that he'd come with me.
and so i tried to persuade j to go there too,
so after droppin his sis off,
lionel said, no st james,
and j said obar,
so obar it was!
i got so sexcited,
then tim msged to say icon.
i thought i was gonna die. ):
and then he said "i dont wanna go to icon though"
as we were drivin to his bro's work place.
then we called his bro,
and his bro's so rude, givin us directions and what not.
so we found the place,
and on the way there.
he asked if i mind that he go to icon instead,
i did of course, but i just said
"it really is up to you (:"
and he was like "baby, if i go to obar, i'd have to spend 50bucks, and at icon only 15, but im actually really just tired, but i dont wanna waste my saturday. :/"
and so i said "then just go silly, its fine. (:"
well, we got to his bro's workplace,
got everything ready to leave in the car,
him just lookin at me,
and askin me to help him fold his sleeves.
haha,
cos he was gonna change cos he was so uncomfortable,
but cos i wasnt goin home to change, he decided not to too (:
then his bro came down and we walked to get a cab. (:
had a lovely cab ride with him,
just leanin on his shoulder and talkin to him,
with him holdin my handd. (:
heh.
then i dropped him off at icon,
ew.
but okay, im reassured x1000000 thanks to j and t.
(just cos i was lookin through the page on facebook, and i thought, why not. (: )
hmm, lets see. (:
why are we beautifully imperfect?
because:
i outrightly say i love you everyday, but you say it as and when.
and even though that bugs me and annoys me, it makes the times where you do say it count, and mean the world. (:
im the quiet, suffer in silence type, but you're the 'i dont like it' in your face type.
haha. you dont pick fights, but you voice your opinions clearly, and despite the mistakes i make, all you do is say what i should do, and everything's okay.
i think us not fighting is a good thing, whereas you think its abnormal, and hence try to fight with me for no apparent reason, and to no avail. hahaha.
this humours me, cos i think its really cute, if you want my attention baby, just say it. :p hahaha.
you smoke like a chimney, but at no cost will you ever let me smoke, and get upset if i do.
but i havent, and i wont, because of you. (:
we both love drinkin, but when you get high, you sleep, when i get high i wanna dance, and thats why we dont club tgt.
though we started out, a kiss on the dancefloor, and a few dances after, you're sleepiness amazes me, and its the most adorable thing. (:
when we're drunk we both want each other, but the difference is, you're somehow always sane enough to type msgs/call to say it, me on the other hand, hmm, hahaha.
i've tried, though failing, but its okay, thats how different we are. (:
though we both like the nightlife, i much prefer clubs, you however, and unfortunately love that thai ew ew. :/
well, its okay, i've heard what it is, i know what its like, and i trust you so much, plus you always come back to me at the end of the day, drunk, but back to me, and we all know, drunken words are sober thoughts, and your drunken display of affection and love, just makes your reserved affection showing during sober times, just special. (:
you think 21 days is not long, whereas i think its ridiculously long, and so not funny. ):
well, it actually turned out to be okay, heh. :D well, 21days gone, im a happy princess! :D
you like soccer as a sport and cant believe i play soccer, but you dont watch soccer, and is uninterested in soccer.
amazing, hahahahaha. :D
we both spend numerous amount of time online, but you watchin your shows, and playing LAN, whereas me, i fb and shop online, and oogle at pretty things.
i still cant believe how much you play LAN or how you can watch episodes and episodes of your shows, haha. (:
you're musically inclined, and im so NOT.
its okay, you promised to sing me a song, (: and you did use to hold my hand at the playground and sing me songs. (:
you listen to a myriad of genres of music, and i do too, but things like hardcore metal, i'll never understand.
i have no comment, hahahaha. (:
you're childish and immature, especially when alone with me, and you do it for my attention, im motherly and caring, and thats what you look for. (:
and thats what i love, the way you need me.
you can be super picky or super carefree, whereas i just go with the flow.
the way you make a fuss bout the way we hold hands, (: cos you just want to be special, and you are baby. (:
the way you whine about the little things that i would never ever think you'd whine about.
"why didnt you call me! why no miss calls! ):" haha.
i would normally put you first in everything, but cos though im first in your life, your friends are #1 too, and likewise my friends have taken a top role as well, (but of course you are and will always be my #1, (: ) and i thank you for that, cos if it werent for you baby, i would have never grown up. if it werent for you, i would be stuck and caught up with wanting you. and yes i want you, yes i need you, yes you want me, yes you need me, but we know how to juggle our wants and needs such that we're both happy, and to me thats what matters most, that we're both happy, and on top of that happy tgt. i think you being happy and i being happy, makes our relationship a damn happy one, and thats why baby, we dont fight. and thats why the little moments we spend together are precious and just amazing, because we cherish each and every second that we are together, no matter how imperfect it is that we dont spend 24/7 or alot of time tgt, but we still make it through. your randomness brings joy to my heart, in all ways i cannot explain. your qwirkiness and differences make me think ultra hard at times, but somehow, you find a way, whether you know it or not, to comfort me, in the sweetest ways i never expect. everyday with you is a surprise, and im loving every one you give me. your heartfelt words stick with me, and get me through the tough times, and i know that if ever i need you, no matter what you are doing, you will be drop every single thing and be here for me, cos i know that even though you dont say it, i mean alot to you, the world, and that is what makes us so special.
we met 10 years ago, i liked you then,
i see you 9 years later, and you finally like me back.
you kissed me, sparks flew,
you told me you love me,
and that was it.
i was caught in a trap, falling deeper as we go.
with you down below ready to catch me,
i feel safe, and the security overwhelms me.
im the most hopeless romantic you'll find,
and you're the most different guy i've ever met,
you're not like a typical prince charming,
but im a typical princess.
thats it, why we are beautifully imperfect?
im the most classic princess you'll find,
but you my darling, are the most, un-prince charming i'll ever find.
okay, not un-prince charming,
unconventional prince charming,
instead of slaying the dragon, you'd prolly like, get the dragon drunk?
hahaha, instead of climbing up to resucue me, you might even ask me to jump and you'll catch me.
